Wednesday, May 30, 2007
im having a very sad life now. my connection is so uncertain and my monitor isnt working. i was complaining last time that i couldnt even maple, but now, i cant even online. not even msn. o_O how terrible is that. to make things worst, im having mood swings this week. sigh. im already rotting at home and i really have nothing to do that really makes my mind go crazy. i kept on thinking of so many negative things and its affecting me badly. i really want to go out so that i can just relax. i neeeed to play bowling and pool. emo... yi tang.. im emo.. =( both of us are emo huh?
i might just disconnect any second but i hope it wont be so soon. today i found out that my test for bm are quite bad. my standard really drop. im pretty upset and scared actually because i already knew it long time ago ever since i stopped going to bm tuition. i had no choice but to stop it because of the transport problem. yeah. im having transport problem for everything. i hate it. im pretty worried now and chung told me not to worry about it because its just some exam. what?! x.x how can i not worry about it? i really got to prove teacher wrong by doing well during the trials. i dont have confident in answering bm anymore because i had a B for PMR.
im upset about myself in everything. just me only. sigh. i wished everything will be gone and fine eventually.
♥ posted on 8:30:00 PM