Wednesday, January 30, 2008
during the 1st few days in college, i was feeling very lonely because all my ex-classmates are not in the same class as me. its was fine. :) i thought i could actually meet them up eventually. however, our time table was so messed up too. its was not fine with me. :( during my break time, i cant see them. even after classes at the end, i seldom got the chance to meet them up as well, except the days having lan classes. i get to meet up matt, ying, kevin, adrian, liling and most importantly him. i get to see him after classes during mon, tues and also thurs, but sometimes im having something on so i cant see him too.
as i was saying, it wasnt fine with me at all. moreover, im a very quiet person and im not sociable like the others, i do find difficulties to talk to people. currently, im okay in class. im getting to know the girls better now. :D im glad. its kinda fun with them, they're really nice. XD im also happy because i get to meet up so many of my old friends. primary friends! o_o they didnt change much, especially the guys. i still can talk to them like last time, it just reminds me of the old days. well, all of them are the same, they still like to make me angry and furious. =p
i have no transport back home, therefore i got to depend on the public transportation. i always thought i had to ride on the bus all alone, but now i do have friends to teman me. thank you rui en and jin ken. cheers. thanks to kai shen too, for sending me home.
i always thought im always alone. but i think its because im thinking too negatively and i should start thinking positive. well guys, im still thinking very negatively. i think its even more negative than usual. im trying to improve now, by staying positive.
♥ posted on 7:37:00 PM