I've been negative for my entire life. And I still admits it. I just can't find the brighter side in life, all I am thinking 24/7 is sadness and sad emotions. My life is full with sadness despite me having many friends around me. I tend to isolate myself because I am used to be by my own self. You can call me antisocial, but I just couldn't change that fact in me. I am definitely not a sociable person. That's why loneliness starts to take its toll in my life, especially this year. Bad events just can't stop coming into my life, but I am emotionally unstable day by day. I can isolate myself the entire day by not talking to anybody in the entire day. Can you imagine that? I think I have facing a huge crisis in life. Tough times. Really tough times.
I want to have a change in my life. I do not want to be that antisocial person like how I always used to be. I want to cheer up. I want to put always put a smile on my face. I need to keep on holding on. I hope I'll make it through.
♥ posted on 9:19:00 PM
about me
Emotional. Adventurous. Messy. Timid. Blurr. Quiet. Not so hardworking. Believes in faith.